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A Consciously Diminishing Equation, by Iain Britton
IAIN BRITTON is published internationally. Recent New Zealand publications include Bravado, Blackmail Press, Takahe, Kaupapa: New Zealand Poets and JAAM. Forthcoming poems will appear in White Fungus and Poetry NZ. Cinnamon Press will be launching his first collection of poems on February 28 at the Poetry Society’s, Poetry Café, London.* * *
A Consciously Diminishing Equation
Quarried from a rockfall of disused angels
and put together to fulfil a purpose, we begin
to track my scent across town, lamppost by
lamppost – a town that flops in terraces
down to a river where locals, crouch, wash
and push away parts of themselves. They wait
as if for long-legged streaks of divine light
to touch them. In Anzac Park
we squash into the backseat of my father’s car,
listening to hedgehogs
grunting in the grass, the footsteps of someone
very close. We move like conjoined moons
in slow motion – touching, searching – and for a
while, we go into ourselves
consciously diminishing. A family
stares at us from trees pruned back
for the winter, the oldest male seems incomplete,
cannibalised – he sits at roots
bulging from the grass. The oldest female
is crumpled up, reshaping the branches, unsure
about the reality of resurrection - whether it works
or not. I’m alert to the pedestrian
history of this town,
the reconstructive touch-ups that begin annually.
Each year the streets look different.
I repossess sightings of the two of us
leaning against walls and fences, or standing
under windbreaks in overgrown sections,
behind a library, or amongst the framework
of a face-lifted church. I repossess a shrivelled-up
passion, the vapour of a faded hunger, two young
people trapped in their own artwork. In this park
there are lovers doing what we’ve done all along.
They burrow into themselves, become
inconspicuous, motionless. They stain
the grass, their intimacy only a whisper.
© Iain Britton 2008





